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Well I do not really know where to begin with my rambling, but I can't think of a better subject than girls. None in particular really unless you count the ten or so girls that some people in my church want to fix me up with. I just can't seem to grasp what exactly is going on in these peoples heads. I am beginning to think they believe I am lonely and have no hope of finding a girl on my own. This area of my life is one that I have really had some personal struggles with in recent months. After some advice from a friend I finally truly handed this area over to God and have not really worried about it. But these people keep insisting on fixing me up. It was all fine and dandy and kind of humorous at first , but now all I think about is trying to find someone. It is kind of hard not thinking about it when that is all the ladies in my church keep talking about. They mean well but I really wish they would back off. I know that it is a natural thing for me to want a relationship, to want someone that I can share my dreams and desires, someone who would love me for me, and someone that I can just fall in love with without any fear(I have been thinking about this just a little). I know that it will happen and that I just have to wait for God's timing but it is just so hard sometimes. I thought that moving somewhere that I don't know a lot of people would help but it really just makes me more lonely. I just gotta trust God. I have obviously been thinking about this a while and don't I typed this to make anyone feel sorry for me or anything like that I just needed to get it off my chest and just ramble. I feel better now.

rambled by:BUBBA 8:52 PM