Sometimes when you think you are listening to God it is really just yourself talking. I have been trying to listen to God's direction in a certain area of my life, but the whole time i just keep trying to do things my way. I just feel so stupid sometimes. I end up just having trouble when I try to do it, I know that God's will is perfect for me. He has just been telling me to wait for quite a while but I keep doing my own thing. It sometimes takes someone else to help you learn . It takes someone just being very honest with you to learn this. Thank God for friends that care.